Alone, watching the sunset.

Thursday, January 31, 2008
haix

Haix...damn vexed now man i don't know if i should tell my dad the truth of me using that money cause i don't want to lie very uneasy for me;((but if i don't he die also won't give the money just to let me buy my stuffs one man but it's like part of the money he should give me ages ago but he insist on keeping first so i don't see why he cannot give me the left over amount without asking or grunting!!Go drink every nitex he got money wtf larx seriously the money he use for drinking everyday add up also can buy my cam already man inclusive of his motor's petrol fee too. Don't even know if he got use brain think one a not man.

Tml will be last day of sch then hols was suppose to go interview for my clinic job but got fking sch man!!!du lan!!!damn bad mood now all my interests are gone my dream job destroyed don't bother dreaming bout it. Now i might have to retain for another fking 6mths cause i failed 2 moronic modules fk larx!!nvm...don't want to talk bout anything already go to slp and i'll forget everything and lead my boring lifeless life.
Don't ever give me hope if you're gonna bring me down.

A person often meets his destiny
on the road he took to avoid it. -Jean de La Fontaine

Wednesday, January 30, 2008
Today

Did nothing in class for sci today hahax...faci treated us $100 to buy food BEST larx!!!let's see tml and fri will have anymore*hehex*didn't went to eat with von and mich today. ANYWAY!!!hanafi(nafi) brought his new camera~CANON EOS 350D cool yo!!!hahahax...So...gynette, raynell(nell), ili, hanafi and me went to take pics at the lvl lawn or grass patch there*hahax* we tried doing jumpshots so many times so tiring man!!!but the outcome were damn funny here are some of the pics taken but edited.

Hahax this is such a funny pic!!why?look at Ili(right)she's like dancing then gynette/chien bye(left)*lolx* she looks like she's doing tai ji wakakakax!!!buai tahan nice one taken by nafi~Look!!nell looks like she's levitating just like christ angel=X while gynette looks like the magneto in marble super hero when he uses his forcefield shield*lolx*yapps so these are some of our pics=)i can't wait to get my own 400D man;(( but mum wants me to tell dad that i'm using the money buy cam*haix*like this confirm cannot buy...what should i do man why they always soo money-minded cannot support my interest for awhile one.=((
One picture that's more than words....

A person often meets his destiny
on the road he took to avoid it. -Jean de La Fontaine


TUES

Went sch alone for maybe this whole wk??=( nvm...today's lesson is terrible grouped with ppl i don't talk to so damn BORED larx!!!okay forget bout sch man BYEX SCH!!!

Well...after sch i went to meet jj=)my sis sehx very on one bahahax~went to Vivo to see my camera ask what's the difference all these so i made up my mind to buy canon eos 400D kit=) walked to TOPMAN!!!wanted to get something but only brought $50?then i want the topman bag!!!;( so one tee won't get it end up not buying anything at all. Walked around to find belt for jj but none of it he fancy or match his jeans damn it!! As we're a little hungry we ate old chang kee before hand.

Walked until nothing left to walk so went to AXS machine check out where got The House movie that is earlier than 9.50pm and yes jp have 9.15pm=.=yeah so we went to Thai Express to eat=) jj ate some thing beef rice i ate seafood glass noodle then we ordered tom yum soup!!=D forgot to take pictures of it larx the soup not red like usual but clear one okay!!at first thought wrong order but not larx ohh!!we also order mangoo ice blended which is not very nice=(YUCKS!!okay jj's food is spicy and salty so is mine but just that mine is not spicy is TOO salty for me!!the ingredients are SUPER FRESH live ones which i think is GOOD!!but the bill is BLOODY EX!!!

then after eating we went off to jp to watch The House a thai horror movie as i said before...well ppl don't go watch man so DAMN ASS BORING!!!can slp in the cinema already;(( reached home 11plus then online through hp and fell a slp while chatting with Fahr sorry=.=
Memories are the only connection i have left with you.

A person often meets his destiny
on the road he took to avoid it. -Jean de La Fontaine

Monday, January 28, 2008
hi!!

Sianx...went to alone cause PIG woke up at after 9.30am pro man hahax...then waited for bus 169 so damn long freaking bus shut the door in front of me then i first in queue with no where to sit but stand like an idiot thanks to the girl behind me!!=.= today finally is the LAST COMPUTING MATH LESSON!!!HOORAY x 3~MY FACI SUCKS BIG BIG CAN!!!I WATCHING MY TRANSFORMERS SHE COME NAG ME FK~SAY GIVE ME GRADE D OR F PLS LARX HUH?!GOOO AHEADDDD BITCH!!!;((act funny yet not funny AT ALL!!!SCRAM OFF~

Nvm bout her anymore...well jia ying(mok) and her fren came to RP to see see look look at the environment. So since i'm a student i brought them round the sch too see see look look=) how kind of me ritex?=D Okaayyy...so walked up down left right then went to library ask bout their DAE thing and off i went back to class...but!!i saw someone so U-turned and called mok back*hahax*

Class ended early but stupid chin and von is even EARLIER can!!!von 2pm ended=.=chin 3plus already out of sch on the way to causeway!!!WTF!!lucky go Viv to accompany to Woodlands there=) off i go to JP's esprit to get my top that i couldn't yesterday.

It's got stripes but can't see clearly arx taken with my lousy phone=.=2megapixels only man i want CANON EOS 40D!!!!=((okay super slpy and tired...off i go tml sch another boring day of my life.
I won't hold you back anymore, you're not the one anymore=)

A person often meets his destiny
on the road he took to avoid it. -Jean de La Fontaine

Sunday, January 27, 2008
=|

Haix...went Vivo didn't get anything man Esprit don't have my size sianx~have to go JP buy ma fan. I'm tired lazy to write anymore byex byex tml sch SUCKS BIG BIG!!
Can see cannot talk.

A person often meets his destiny
on the road he took to avoid it. -Jean de La Fontaine

Saturday, January 26, 2008
finally!!=)

Shit arx!!!now going to 12am already means this post will be for sun not sat~whatever!!!lolx...well today i didn't go for hair cut nor dye cause my good sis jj also my going out khaki is free to go out with me!!!yay~finally can get out of my house for some shopping expedition=D woke up 11plus bathed and ate then left house waited at je interchange for bout 15mins then jj reached.

Okay so we first went to Plaza Singapura(ps) golden village to get the tickets first and yes we're watching the korean movie Le Grand Chef=) then off to jj's beloved arcade centre=.= he played battlegear 4?and idiot he got 3 car keys and don't want give me one STINGY larx you!!!;( lolx~after playing we went to eat LJS i wasn't very hungry but still ate mouth itchy larx*heex*yapps after eating off to buy pop corns and mineral water bloody hell man one mineral water $2.20 eat people's money man!!;

The movie was good i can say if people who are very emotional kind confirm cry hahax and Rong Hui or Xian??bet with me if i didn't cry then i earn 5bucks?well~i didn't so do i get my 5bucks?=D *hahax* can go watch if you intend to it's funny, touching, sad and lame! after the movie we walked bit round ps then walked to town area.

Ehhh...we went to Taka see Polo Ralph Lauren and others didn't get anything so went to Wisma's Topman(my fav);D. Yeah...helped jj pick his tops and bottom fashion counsellor hahax~he got a dress shirt with stripe, a SHINY black tie and a cute tee(i want one lorx;( ) from there. I didn't get any from there larx too many people like got sale like that=.= so down we went to GAP and yes FINALLY I BOUGHT MY CNY TOP!!!but is black~.~granny's gonna be angry=x hehs...and jj finally can found his size jeans ash color like FINALLY got his size??cause mostly the sizes are 30 and above he is 28 like that??we search until like MAD!!;O ROAR!!

Was wondering should i get a suspender??cause i don't think i will use it often but just have to urge to buy it and thanks to jj he just psycho me to buy and he did it=.=we went to N.U.M at heeren to buy and hehex i saw Lesure?forgot how to spell his name but is pronounce as li-sure lolx~my eye candy at N.U.M but not anymore!!!OH!!look at the bag so cute can!!XD Yapps after buying then off we go home!!tired day...watched The L Word Seaon 5 ep 3 now off to slack tml maybe go cut and dye hair wonder what color man. I need someone to brighten up my life!

A person often meets his destiny
on the road he took to avoid it. -Jean de La Fontaine

Friday, January 25, 2008
pek chek!!

Aaaarrggghhh!!!!today my bloody laptop was being shut down thrice how damn irritating!!!two times in class once at home!!!super du lan;(( nvm...today class was super slack for like once?!=D then watched Super Size Me which i think is SUPER BORING!!!;p

Was too damn tired so can't go out with my 'Dog'(Hui Lin)reached home intended to watch Kinship on tv but ended up sleeping on the sofa. Dug myself up from sofa at 8plus to do my things. Well...who's free to go movie with me tml??=( i want watch The House a thai horror movie=D hahax...hope jj want go=s if not don't know who le cause i don't want go far far watch might be going to cut my hair tml?maybe dye too if the price haven go up??haix...

Okay i'm off to eat my dinner now which is 11.15pm=.=wan ton mee sianx...i want go out!!!;( i wrote the middle part for the second time thanks to this stupid thing nvm forget bout it.Ciaos~
You're just like a tattoo on my heart

A person often meets his destiny
on the road he took to avoid it. -Jean de La Fontaine

Thursday, January 24, 2008
CONGRATS!!!

Sch was as usual but today got career fair hehex saw a few of my desire jobs too=Dwell...i heard some great news from my frenx who knew their results for O's yapps...a BIG BIG CONGRATS TO AMANDA otherwise known as Alamanda*heex* smart girl you are got top in sch*claps* shall reward yourself with indulgence!!i'm sure that stupid brother of yours is soo damn proud of you yet he can't believe it*hahax* JJ!!!LOOK YOUR SIS SOO SMART YOU LEHX TSK~BUCK UP ARX!!!WAN YOUR CAR BETTER STUDY UNDERSTAND?!?!next time must drive me around wwhhheee~

Well...congrats to Rui Ting, Sin Kim and Pillow you girls did well too=)hard work paid off already time to play and play till poly life starts for you all then DIE!!!LOLX~ohh ohhh!!!very important thing must say to my sis TOON

TOON!!!HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!19YEARS OLD DE LAO BEI BEI~=D SHENG RI KUAI LE!!! good luck for your BTT too need help tell me okay?!?!;D sch hols coming soon!!!means...i'm working at clinic already!!yay~kinda sick of going sch meaningless piece of shit i'm failing 4modules out of 5 hahax~HOW SMART CAN I GET?!?!i just don't like the teaching method man~

Okay off to watch Are You Smarter Than A Five Grader!!well i can say i'm not!!x) time for hair cut and soon hair dye!!!nitex amigos;)
How does it feels like to be with someone like you?

A person often meets his destiny
on the road he took to avoid it. -Jean de La Fontaine

Wednesday, January 23, 2008
YAY!!!

Woke up as usual 7plus bathed but today backache so skipped sch then went back to slp left PIG to go sch alone or maybe with fren sorry~*lolx* So i continued slping till 2plus i woke up to get ready and head out to IMM with mummy=D hehex~shopping my rubbish time!!!x) Took bus then train and walked to IMM walked around Giant and pick this and that=)Aunt Rose came along too*hahax*saw this disgusting duck(top)?? after all the grocery shopping went to buy XXL fried chicken at Shih Ling Xiao Chi*yums*

I'm so HUNGRY now haven eat any proper food besides the chicken for the whole day no dinner too so...it's gonna be instant noodles=)okay i'm off from here go chat with Fahr and watch tv byex amigos~HONEYSTAR HERE I COME!!!;)
I go my way and so do you, live happily alright=)

A person often meets his destiny
on the road he took to avoid it. -Jean de La Fontaine

Tuesday, January 22, 2008
boredom~

Waa...today i'm early for UT man hahax miracle today practically go class to watch movies and listen to music only. Nvm...holidays are coming i'll just bear with it and i'll be working my ass off in a clinic which i don't know where?shall just follow Algie my cousin=) now i'm one step closer to my dream job=D

OH!!today Herman and Chuan Jian(cj) fought*lolx* and i am like in between them=.=i was listening to my music then bluR bluR one don't know what happened only watch them quarrel then turned into a fist fight*shakes head* boys will always be boys~

Nothing much happened today so i'm off to TV and napping=)to all my O lvl result takers good luck on thurs!!!;)

Where's my happiness when all i'm left with is loneliness.

A person often meets his destiny
on the road he took to avoid it. -Jean de La Fontaine

Monday, January 21, 2008
BOO!!!;(

AAAHHH!!!I DON'T WANT GO SCH CAN CAN CAN!!!!!!!argh~today's class was a total boredom man totally is go there just for the sake of going cause the problem for today is damn easy so end up everyone nothing to do=.=play psp ones playing, gaming on laptop ones gaming, watch movies ones were watching happily yet feeling damn bored at the same time. OH!!i brought this sweet that is like noodles?and my classmates were mostly eating eat and Ili made a frenship band out of it~.~.Saw PIG and her fren(brenda) in the morning with the train that was packed and stucked which made me feel so irritated~.~

ohh...yesterday was Ili(mahihi)'s 20th birthday hahax!!poor thing no longer a teen now she's same as Dinu already can become real BFF*hahax*. Went for lunch and chin reminded me of claire's incident at the pasar malam so i teased claire went i saw her and on msn too lolx~anyway i thought that by saying out what i thought she would mind but end up she telling me it herself=.=*claps* CLAIRE YOU LIVE UP TO YOUR BIMBOTIC JIMBO NAME!!XD

ARGH~stupid dad irritating me again with his stupid printer must be wanting to print that stupid BITCH's pictures~*YUCKS* wait wait here's the difference to what i usually say, byatch is a frenly term i would use on my frenx but BITCH is like i meant it you know?;)okay whatever...i'm scanning com for virus since mahihi said i have=(off to watch tv and movies later yawns...gastric go away pls pls pls~=s
I miss my little twins=((Caley(above)&Calap(below)
Call me irresponsible, cause i fell for you...

A person often meets his destiny
on the road he took to avoid it. -Jean de La Fontaine

Sunday, January 20, 2008
sat&sun

Sat i woke up at 11plus morning to go eat dum sum with mum, aunts, uncles and granny=) wasn't feeling well since thurs or fri??so i only ate century egg porridge and a few steam prawn thingy called ha gao?and zhu chang fen no pork okay!!!though it's called zhu=.= anyway granny was also unwell so she didn't ate much only ate a little when she came over my house=(get well soon ah ma=D well...like i said i was supposedly to go buy my wallet but the uncle no longer sell braun buffel=(( so damn disappointed saw one mont blanc wallet normal looking but cost 300++ mum intended to buy for me if i like but i see price also think not worth=\
So as for the night i went out to town with cer(above)...was supposed to buy my cny clothes but end up cer bought more things than me man. I walked around didn't managed to feel like buying any clothes so went to Takashimaya(taka) to see if SG got my braun buffel wallet...and HAHAx!!i'm so lucky!!!they have and it's new arrival yay~*heex* initially i though it would cost maybe more than 200??but it was 109 then i'm like WOW~round my budget so i bought it!!=DD then off to cine to check out the Keds shoes...but only left a few designs??then i ate Pasta Mania for dinner ehh...i had ham & sausage baked rice didn't finished it as usual= yeah then off we went to arcade while waiting to have seats in Modestro bistro to chill there and chit chat with you mian(below) and you ni=)ohh...and i designed my mocha(below)As cer was eating the time is already 11plus where mrt is closed already =O i can't go home~so cer and i went to Kbox till 6am with her frenx we sang many songs and finally i ate ICE CREAM!!!hehex~i didn't drink any alcohol as i'm not supposed to until cny self-control!!;) so...it's Sun already and i trained back home. Reached home at 7am plus then off to work for mum...zai ritex?no need slp man worked till 12pm noon had gastric again reached home too tired just BOOM!!lay dead on my sofa~ mum came home i was still slping until my phone rang at 7pm plus then i woke up unwillingly. It was my sis she have two free movie tickets to give me yapps=)

Been having mild fever on and off these few days...and i've been coughing like a crazy cow too damn it. Watched take the lead to kill time okay tired now yawns...byex!!
So near yet so far...

A person often meets his destiny
on the road he took to avoid it. -Jean de La Fontaine

Friday, January 18, 2008
Hehex=D

Yawns...actually didn't want come to sch today as i wasn't feeling well yesterday nitex then mum said if not feeling well don't go sch stay home rest. When i heard it i was like WOW~for once my mum agreed to me not going sch without me asking...but end up still have to come=.=came sch alone again mon also going alone also saddening. Nvm=)

Well, after lunch i went back class to watch Final Destination 3 and my group is still clueless of what to do or how to do the ppt...so we decided to escape to library to play Xbox and slack. ARGH~don't know today can go out shop a not when i free no one want go out when i not free all chiong come ask me go out IDIOTS=X bored~!!!now in library with stupid Zul & Yong Yuan(yy) while waiting for PIG, chin and von to end lesson=.=

Hope Cer can go out with me later on><*pray pray*shall update later if got anything to.=D BOOs!!!;(( no one can go out with me!!!bloody hell boring staying home lorx want go walk also so hard haix...so tired.
I miss those times where fun and joy never ends...

A person often meets his destiny
on the road he took to avoid it. -Jean de La Fontaine

Thursday, January 17, 2008
unwell~

I MISS PLAYING RUGBY AAAHHHH!!!=(((

Morning went off early cause PIG says meet 8am since we're meet Fahr but end up all late lolx~was almost late for UT too=X saw toon on the train directly oppsite me=.=hahax...long time no see. Reached my class at exactly 9.15am which was supposed to be not allowed to do UT but stupid invigilator allowed me...then i go in log in wrong account mux log off then left 10 mins to do only~.~fail liaox...
What's worst is that today sch got education fair then all those kuku private schs come then i see liaox du lan!!!i not allowed to go for full time have to stay in rp then lan lan private sch come win already~turn me off!!!;((ate fishball noodles for lunch then after presentation went off to meet jj at queenstown=S i made him waited for an hour hahahax~orbi who ask him don't want go woodlands wait;p

Anyway, went to BK to eat then walked about in queenstown shopping centre on the way home on bus 198...GASTRIC COME!!!waaaa...i almost died man sooo damn freaking painful and bloody moronic jj still can laugh what a byatch!!!*ROAR* It was like my internals are being stabbed by knife from stomach spread to heart then to lungs lastly to my back. Damn pain man...had to tolerate till i reach home lucky i'm used to it if not i rather died straight away. YAY!!sat mum bringing me to buy wallet hope got the model i want=D here it is.Oh oh!!i also want this brand Keds shoes intro-ed by Jimbo i saw shoes i want somewhat same as my current everlast slip on but it's kinda OLD & DIRTY already?!?!yeah...hehex=D it's either the one with lace or none. It's very plain and normal i like=

Okay...i'm not feeling very well in addition to eating BK shall go rest already tml entreprise STRESS~='(

No more the same, past will be past.

A person often meets his destiny
on the road he took to avoid it. -Jean de La Fontaine

Wednesday, January 16, 2008
sianx~

Hello~currently i'm in class writing this while doing my reflection journal(rj) lame shit can!!nvm...whole day doing nothing as usual*hehex* but i contributed by sending michelle and jimbo's ppt wahahax~how smart!!=DSO BORED man this faci is a pain to my eyes and ears.

Didn't sit properly the whole day was like slouching on the chair now backache already=(( ate jap food today curry rice dinner i'm gonna have omelette rice by my mum nice^~^*yums* tml got UT again maybe will miss it?that have to depend on PIG=.= today i went sch alone...BOO!!!bad feeling don't like but was quite peacful though eh...not to say got PIG very noisy okay!!;p feel like poo-ing>.<>

I'm lazy to write when i'm home so write in sch first then go home watch corner with love yawns~now waiting for that slow pokes yvonne(von) and chin xin(chin) to end presentation then we zao go home sleep or whatever=))it's already reaching 6p still not done yet BOO!!!;(okay don't know what i want to type already byex~
Act as if nothing has ever happened, i don't know who you are anymore.

A person often meets his destiny
on the road he took to avoid it. -Jean de La Fontaine

Tuesday, January 15, 2008
;(

Woke up at 10.30am was supposed to meet godmad at 11am and was late for an hour sorry...went to eat at 'the ship' walked around gap and topman&shop then head back home. Not in the mood to blog byex.
No one to blame but me. Nothing but lies FUCK!!

A person often meets his destiny
on the road he took to avoid it. -Jean de La Fontaine


exhausted!!

Aaarrgghhh~i didn't managed to sleep for more than an hour in the morning can!!!i 6plus morning sleep like finally then 7am wake up lorx kns~what's worst is that got UT then that PIG lied to me say woke up at 7.30am yarh woke up and fell back to sleep!!!*wtf*then i msged PIG again then only just woke up~.~buai tahan...so we will be sort of late if we take train to sch and 'SMART' PIG suggested or insisted on taking a cab down to sch when i say will confirm be late one no point wasting our money larx. Still, i'll always give in so took cab by BKE then cab fair $18+++kao eh si bei pok already man~end up still LATE!!!*WTF*

Went to class did nothing as usual larx went to lvl 3 to eat today after soo soo soo LONG~then back to class chat with Jimbo as i was damn dead bored=D and Ho Yue(hy) seriously his eng is getting worst man=\ nvm bout that slacked the whole day then by the end of lesson ben dan chat with me*lolx* still say me very attitude no okay~i'm like this all along just that i'm nice that time lolx~anyway was supposed to bring PIG's laptop back home cause PIG got netball but i lazy to wait and tired to go soo didn't eventually...SORRY PIG!!!:s

Well i spent my day by watching movies and dramas and forgot to blog until now tired want go sleep tml have to wake PIG though i'm not going sch...how good am i;D later in the day going town at 11am to meet my godmother for shopping then eat and chill lastly back home to rest=)hope i can buy polo ralph lauren's top=Xthat's all nitex ppl...
I don't bother anymore so don't expect me to be the same like i did.

A person often meets his destiny
on the road he took to avoid it. -Jean de La Fontaine

Sunday, January 13, 2008
yawns~

Woke up at 5 or 6plus in the evening as i slept at 5-6plus in the morning lolx~as usual on my laptop go online then watched some movies from my hard disk and downloading songs not much new songs though=

Tml sch again sickening man still got UT some more wtf!?!?!nvm...bet i can pass this sem can also super lucky got so many X-es for UT and daily grades F-es also have*hahax*how pro man~i want go shopping arx!!!maybe soon i hope>.<

Okay ate loads of rubbish food today now i'm bored back to watching Fred Claus byex byex and 881 with mummy=)love love love~
Just once and i'll be satisfied and i'll stop...

A person often meets his destiny
on the road he took to avoid it. -Jean de La Fontaine

Saturday, January 12, 2008
haix...

Slept on the sofa at 5plus in the morning with my headphone on...then don't know what time stupid sis start to wake me up to go bathe argh~!!!woke up at don't know what time didn't bother bathed and head to Jurong Point(jp) to buy things. Went to Toys' R Us to buy presents for my sis's fren or whatever's child then ate subway(me) and Long John Silver(ljs) for my sis. Walked around then walked back home=.=came home awhile then off out to fetch dog and bring him to vet for check up=)well...his condition improved a lot and is fine now just a little bit prob left.

Tonight supposedly should go to Tiong Bahru for dinner but i guess can't??cause my bro-in-law looks tired and doesn't want too also=((now i'll have to eat the beancurd from Geylang*yums*my mum say i crazy cause i kept on sighing some more is those BIG 'haix' lolx~now i have to stay home rot go sch also rot haix...off i go to watch my show kill time kill myself~BYEX!!!!!!
Time to move on and forget...

A person often meets his destiny
on the road he took to avoid it. -Jean de La Fontaine


LIAR!!

Fk fk fk fk!!!!!!!everything you said are all lies afterall, the end result is don't allow quit rp!!FK that okay!!whatever want me take part-time FINE!!!i'll concentrate on the fkin mdis and to hell with rp. You don't even know what i want i don't care bout any bloody hell dip or cert!!!i just want to study things that i like and learn it!!not just smoke through it for that stupid piece of paper with words on it!!!yarh!i'll regret that i quit poly but i'll regret more staying in rp!!whatever you all just don't understand me, all the bloody fault lies in me alritex!!

I'm the stupid, idiotic fking lazy asshole who's too lazy to study hard so i DESERVE it!!!if what you all want is me getting a piece of crap and find a damn job that pays me FINE!!!i'll just do that!!i'll not throw you people's face okay!!!FK!!!!!!!!!;(((((
plan my life for me then i'll just do as planned, i'll give up my dream job and just be the doll of yours.Just leave me alone, no matter who you are i don't give a fk.

A person often meets his destiny
on the road he took to avoid it. -Jean de La Fontaine

Friday, January 11, 2008
lousy day

Stepped into class with a black face as i was feeling bit annoyed and irritated don't know why too maybe due to me having to be in the same team as Dinusha(aaarrgghhh!!)...she just pissed me off today can! I was like browsing the 17 mag then she like demanded to see it too and just took it!?!i was like wtf you trying to do can't you see i'm like reading it soo RUDE!!!>;[ nvm bout her anyway...

Ate the so called omelette with fried chicken at lvl 1's jap stall...was kind SURPRISED to see it cos they did not wrap the rice with egg but just cover it with a thin layer of egg larx!!=.=nvm expected...then walked back to my block after eating and saw something i don't want to. Thus, set me off on a worst temper for the day hehex...fell a sleep in class lolx~lucky i managed to answer the question asked=D

Well something bad happened damn it don't wish to talk bout it;( okay sis came home tml we're going MDIS to check it out and decided full or part-time already>.< heex="Dokay">
maybe this is the only way to forget you...

A person often meets his destiny
on the road he took to avoid it. -Jean de La Fontaine

Thursday, January 10, 2008
cold~

Nothing much today same as usual went sch with PIG only thing is that today got UT(test) yapps went in took my own sweet time to log in my rp account till left with 17mins to do test*hahax*. But still managed to finish it heex=D anyhow only make no difference anyway~

Reached home on my laptop and watch the new drama i just got Gong Zhu Xiao Mei=)cute, funny, sweet and idiotic so overall is a nice drama. Sooo damn cold now*brrr*during second break Claire came to sit with me, Chin and Von along with my pri sch fren Denise=.=then Denise popped the million dollar question*hahax* Well...i now only managed to save $30 but at least give me a price what=.=if not i can only save money cannot spend unless i know the budget!!!;D hehex...lucky Claire i guess

Had an awful spaghetti for dinner which is like only a small appetizer to me lolx~drank the left over vodka in the bottle and now it's finally finished=)still have one small slim bottle of vodka with forget what already*hehex*alritex i'm off to bathe and continue my show and SHIT!!!I FORGOT MY 7PM SHOW!!!!damn it~;(
Here it comes again...mixing my feelings into a mess.

A person often meets his destiny
on the road he took to avoid it. -Jean de La Fontaine

Wednesday, January 9, 2008
lost feeling...



哪里能找到 永远温暖的拥抱
谁在牵挂着 孤单远行疲倦的候鸟

哪里能找到 受伤时候的依靠
有谁能让我 烦恼的事都不再烦恼
爱不需要理由 懂得珍惜就能够拥有
真爱无法取代 不求回报的关怀
原来爱一直都在

A person often meets his destiny
on the road he took to avoid it. -Jean de La Fontaine


DEAD

Aargghhh!!damn piss with my stupid moronic sis man ask me ownself consider wan full or part time in Mdis, when i told her my choice!kns~she say cannot wait till sat then decide if not i'll regret?please larx you now make me waste bus fare and sleeping time is making me REGRETTING LIKE FK man!!;( since mon till today i've gone to sch to do what?NTH!!!i have total no interest nor energy to do a shit bout it. Tml ut i also don't bother anymore my grades for this sem also sucks big time so what??i just don't like the system here think this poly will help me find job go hell larx!!*swearing*



So damn ass tired went PIG's house to put laptop then head home~was already like 3/4 dead by then. Took 240 back and forth walked a little distance home then Verry come welcome me home as usual wagging his small hotdog-like tail*hahax*showing me his stupid cute face x).

I lazy to type on going off to watch my show and nap a little then off to my bed!!byex~


Fine!!my sis called and told me why she's still considering reason being sg poly dip go to degree then find job more prospect, while private cert to degree not much prospect. She thinks that private certs not recognized anymore especially Mdis=( but what to do?!i won't excell in rp either alritex sat we'll decide!!still...i'm standing firm on full-time i'm tired shit now by just going rp daily no need say addition of Mdis man~

Sickening life i'm leading...

A person often meets his destiny
on the road he took to avoid it. -Jean de La Fontaine

Tuesday, January 8, 2008
dread...

Boring!!!haix...woke up late today lucky PIG msged to say "i just woke up=X" lolx~then i woke up too but in shock as it was 8am!!!!i over slept for extra 1hr=.=hahax...so i rushed to bathe, pack and off i went out of house as PIG was rushing me. Well...i thought i would be late end up still earlier than PIG as usual=D and Samantha came along too no wonder 9am then reach lakeside~.~
Took bus 169 to rp then while walking to W2 saw loner Ili late also*hahax* so class was like soso only boring as always entertained myself with musics and movie. Then when Ryan they all went off i said to faci i want too, to go home sleep. Who knows kns she said why i came in the first place when i didn't contribute anything at all, waste my time coming. Lolx~not i want anyway is my mum insisted since we paid sch fees you know dumbass?=)yeah ate laksa for lunch then had upset stomach again expected!idiot ritex?knew will stomache yet still eat hahax bo bian~

Hmmm...if i really go to Mdis for full time then PIG will have no more mrt khaki already=(i'll miss the train rides too hahax...one year just passed like this like WOW MAN!!the fun, boring, weird, cold, still moments just happened like piak*snap* so fast. Will PIG be sad or lonely when we don't take train rides to sch anymore?hope not okay?=) real tired recently...maybe it's time for me to take thing seriously and slowly?=\

Reached home about 5plus?then watched 7pm show and clips of the L word on laptop boring and season 5 is coming out though hahax!!Have a sudden urge again to want learn piano though i won't go and learn in classes but for fun just like my guitar>.<
我想要說...

A person often meets his destiny
on the road he took to avoid it. -Jean de La Fontaine

Monday, January 7, 2008
TIRED!!

I'm currently damn tired due to the lack of sleep and boredom in school=.= woked up at 7.10am like that?then msged PIG to wake up and off i go to bathe half way msged PIG again since didn't reply means sleeping still how pig man~finally replied means woked up=D good good...wax my stupid hair packed my bag lazy to choose clothes so just wore something i didn't to school, but it was damn bloody warm~.~had 2 bites of my raspberry donut then chiong out since PIG is already leaving house and eventually i'm LATE!!=\

So we met up at lakeside like last year and off we go to stupid RP for school wasn't late on the first day managed to board the last 902!!*miracle*lolx~reached class on laptop then into my own world and not giving a damn bout what the stupid faci is saying. "I know you very old larx faci, don't have to keep on calling me xiao mei and the class kids or children can!!" like come on how old already?Dinu is 22 still CHILDREN?or even a KID?!?my goodness set your facts ritex dumbass~;( go ahead and down grade me like i care like that already got like how many X-es anf Fs this sem?too many lazy count=)

Class was usual like shit since i don't like this module COMPUTING & MATHEMATICS*wtf*i came to learn like biotech stuffs larx dey~teach me VB?what crap !@#$%$#@! nvm...i'll tolerate hope my sis will listen to my choice of QUITING THIS DAMN BLOODY MORONIC BORING STUPID SCHOOL!!!!!*piss* hehex...okay so first break went to meet TOON my sem 1 fren=D. We went to One Stop Centre to ask bout the withdrawal thing and the person said no due date for withdrawal but Cer said have so i'll just continue pressing my sis hehehex*evil* kinda glad that i helped Toon to clear his doubts and encourage him to do what he wants so no REGRETS man dude~

Second break like finally!!stupid faci drag so long then kuku RP net lousy like F man my msn connection not good cannot use skype on-off also. Went to find mich and had a lollipop thingy this this look below~=)

can imagine the size?see my mouse and the lollipop thingy*hahax* thanks mich=)though i don't like it very much as it reminds me of certain things=( okay nvm bout it just take it as a gift from mich and not what it is. Okay RAYNELL i got pic already okay!!=.=don't complain my blog pic-less no pics of cause only words what hahax...next time i everyday take one pic just to let you see i got pic okay?;D anyway THANKS VIVIEN for making the links and stuffs much appreciated;)

Okay tired to type all much craps done my work in sch before going home no need do it when i'm home can REST!!!shall watch TV later and whatever in the nitex peace off -.-v ciaos~here's a pic of me commented by PIG:"I see a drunkard pig dressed like a waiter/waitress,try to commit suicide in the middle of the road.(:".

I'll find someone else to move on, fren always=)

A person often meets his destiny
on the road he took to avoid it. -Jean de La Fontaine

Sunday, January 6, 2008
bad mood

Well today i slept at 7plus in the morning woke up at 11.09am then back to semi-sleep(half awake half sleep) lolx!!!which can be said as light sleep yapps=)woke up finally at 2plus and i got 3 missed calls yet i didn't notice all by my cousin Joel~.~

As usual on my laptop but feeling damn du lan due to insufficient sleep purposely woke up early today so nitex can sleep early for tml's fkin sch;( don't want go school got my stomach has been unwell recently like too much wind?hahax~shall eat my med later on. No mood to go out with Cer when she asked me as i'm still feeling very irritated and du lan. Just when i made up my mind to study full time in mdis kns sis tell me say the mdis ppl told her part time better cause many students can't take it for full time wtf larx!!

First thing mum said to me when she reached home is "bathe ah boy(my dog) already?" irritating later part of the day then bathe will die is it keep reminding. Haix guess today is just a damn sucky day mood was way down and awful;( thks to Fahr for sending me that msg!!!=.=make me envious only HT only what no need purposely tell me one what, but still i also want see~=\

Okay i'm off to bathe my dog already boo!!hope tml sch will be alritex guess i won't have much of good mood??ppl look out for the aura round me*hahax* sunday another boring day is going to be over soon too lazy and moodless to go aunt's house so stayed home. Haix...byex*swearing*
I've learnt to let go now...

A person often meets his destiny
on the road he took to avoid it. -Jean de La Fontaine

Saturday, January 5, 2008
sigh~

Help!!!I'm so stress~what to do argh!!!should i take full time in MDIS?or part-time?damn it larx my sis wants me to take part-time=.= my reasons for going to MDIS is of course to study the course i want and then get out of stupid RP so i don't have to see or hear anything about ____.haix~think i'll go ask Lily my senior about yr2 stuffs before i make my decisions.

Anyway, i'm having difficulty sleeping nowadays. Today morning i practically was awake to keep on switching the radio channels*yawns*then morning received my sis's msg telling me today don't have to go down as she went to MDIS to take the brochure already. Well all i can say is SHE'S SUCHA BIG LIAR!!always say something then end up not doing?!*piss*

Hahax...today i work up at 6plus unwillingly cause my hp no batt must wake up and charge it just in case anyone's looking for me=)but sadly NO ONE!!!=(( lolx~okay with nothing to do once again i'm off to rot my life away on the sofa with the TV and soon with my LAPTOP!!boredom never fails to bore me;\
Once again i was yearning to see you when i woke up but you'll never be here again...

A person often meets his destiny
on the road he took to avoid it. -Jean de La Fontaine

Friday, January 4, 2008
=(

Firstly, i would like to thank CERLYN for calling me at 3plus to disturb my sleep!!!reason is just to ask me out but in the end DIDN'T!!!SECOND TIME already okay!!byatch~;( end up i could go back to my sleep and i've only slept for like what?12hrs!?!=.=could have been more!!!boohoohoohoo~lolx...so woke up on my laptop then ask Jun jie(jj) out to get out of my house, so that i won't have to stay home again and start emo-ing*wth*

Then after deciding on don't know where to go i said let's go queue for DONUTS since i'm bored and have an urge to eat it*yums yums*=D boorreedd is my current feeling and anyone out there reading??lolx!!!bet there isn't any except my Fahr=( i want to try something but always failed to get it BOO!!!i suck at this hahax~well almost had one but ahh whatever...okay shit i'm LATE!!!IT'S 5.42 I'M SUPPOSED TO REACH JE AT 6PM I HAVEN BATHE WORST!!DAMN~

BYEX!!i'm off to bathe*eeewww smelly* hahahax...will update more when i'm back??=)
everyday when i woke up from my sleep there my mind goes wandering around thoughts of you...

A person often meets his destiny
on the road he took to avoid it. -Jean de La Fontaine

Thursday, January 3, 2008
rot away amigos~

"You're on my heart just like a tattoo" there goes my tv "singing" hahax!!was watching TV practically the entire day which has been ages since i've done that okay!x) i like this programme on channel 5 'Ellen' damn it's nice and funny especially when today got VICTORIA BECKHAM!!!SEXY HOT MAMA!!hoho~okay...so i tv hopped from channel 5 to channel 8 to mtv yeah nothing much kinda sucks?

That stupid cerlyn was suppose to go out with me cause she initiated then call to say "eh!i lazy to go le leh" so no outing end up rotting on the sofa with Verry. OH!!Verry the very adorable yet noisy dog of my=.=let me see he is if i'm not wrong 4yrs old?or reaching 4?nvm can't remember all i know is he's ALIVE!!!hahax what man*roll eyes*

Time for me to save money=(cause i'm like supposed to buy CLAIRE THAT JIMBO!!A CHANEL BAG LARX!!!!#$@$%^& hahahax but how am i gonna save that much?i'm sucha BIG SPENDER?!okay shall go bathe and continue rotting in front of the TV till some one talks to me on msn=D
I'm crazy to even think of the impossibles. This sucks TOTALLY;(

A person often meets his destiny
on the road he took to avoid it. -Jean de La Fontaine


BORING!!

OKAY!!yawns~i'm not tired but just feeling sleepy that's all okay folks=)well...i shall post the pics of ytd then. Yen shyong...below is he acting cool~

This is Jing Jie the sleepy head of the day.
Okay as it's too DARK in the picture i'll just tell you it's YS and me(too black) so you can't really see me though.
There is Bi lan and me(look so damn CHUBBY)*wtf* lolx...okay so now you can see all our faces=D.

well this is a picture of the amount of ppl that was at Vivo City which is only part of the whole crowd=.=
oh well~so today i woke up at 5.10pm as i slept at bout 4-5am too yeah 12hrs of slp man not nough for me though hahax!!woke up had no dates so slacked at home on my laptop watch my drama to pass time. Then in the night talked to Fahr to ask her change my blogskin since i don't know=.= what's worst is i asked YS then he made it like other ppl's blog cause all the details are not mine but the creator of the blogskin can!=\ talked a little to banana(joanna) bout my blogskin too as i'm very bluR on how to do it hahax~
Edited the pictures we took ytd then sent to BL and YS, yapps currently talking to Viv(vivien) crazy girl as ever one she tsk tsk~now i'm munching on chips as i'm way too bored with whatever tml should be dateless again whatever anyway!! BORED!!well i'm off from here then off to do whatever i'm going to do which is i don't know too=(
ciaox~
if confessing made us how we are now, i rather not but it's OVER anyway.



A person often meets his destiny
on the road he took to avoid it. -Jean de La Fontaine

Wednesday, January 2, 2008
07->08

*piano* there goes my hp ringing and i received a message from aiting to ask me if i'm free. So, i called her then i was asked to go counting down with Bi lan(bl), Yen shyong(ys) and Jing jie(jj)=D. I'm happy as initially i was rotting at home with totally NOTHING to do and was rather down, then i thought of * =.=...thinking if i could countdown together then waaa...HAPPINESS*smack forehead*. Hahahax...okay shall cut the crap!!

So, i met the 3 at Je Int to go Vivo City to countdown then we walked and eat till it was bout 11plus nearing 12am already!! Then we went to lvl 2 outdoor to where the snowman is as lvl 3 packed like HUMAN SADDINEs you know?squeeze squash!!wth~lucky we didn't go lvl 3 so many BANGALAS!!!*screaming*lolx~ Everyone thought that the stupid fireworks would be facing the sea towards SENTOSA...who knows=.=sentosa already started fireworks vivo haven, nvm what's worst is that the fireworks can only be seen at lvl 3!! and we're at lvl 2 for goodness!!;( so...FINE WE WENT VIVO TO SEE FIREWORKS'S SMOKE!!NOT THE FIREWORKS ITSELF!!HOW COOL YO~*cursing*

Then we went to watch this "horror" movie called 'body #19' which hmmm...took us like say 15-30mins to be able to enter the damn cinema hall to actually WATCH it!!why?i'll tell you why, this freaking idiot guy in GV die die don't allow us in as Bi lan didn't have her ID with her and that fking movie is only NC16 for damn sake!!just let us pass through man!!but guess what?he say "SORRY I REALLY CANNOT LET YOU IN, I'VE REFUNDED MANY PPL THEIR TICKETS. YOU'RE NO DIFFERENT TOO" fk that okay?!think we what?so free travel all the way down to get rejected by him!!NO WAY!!!we thought of asking Bi lan's bro to video call but can't mms too slow so Jing jie went negotiating but still failed=((. We sat there for like ages then the fking guy came over say "okay i'm only going to do this once for you guys go in now" i'm like WTF!!!!@#$%^&*(&^%$ WASTED SOO MUCH OF OUR TIME AND THE MOVIE STARTED LIKE WHAT?!?!15MINS OR SO AGO!!!ARGH~curse you!!!

okay whatever with that the movie was boring as usual to me horror what...heex=D i paid for the damn popcorn and nachos lorx kns can!!haix...the movie was basically on sneak attack kind?suddenly got something come BOO!!scare you lolx!!then Yen shyong toppled off the popcorn and my butt was rained with POPCORNS HOW SWEET=.=*whatever*okay...then we kinda made a laugh scene there cause the actor was puking like white liquid then i was commenting "waaa...soya bean milk*he stopped awhile can puked again*woo...now is bean curd!!man doesn't it look like dao suan?"LOLX!!!bl&ys heard what i said so do those beside bl they all were laughing like mad when the cinema was filled with only giggles>.

Yapps^~^we walked to the shuttle bus there as ppl from the SILOSO BEACH PARTY are alighting there, so we thought of hitching a ride=)*my idea*hehex...then we hesitated awhile wondering if can and jj went to asked again hahahax!!he's the bargain-er of the day~and YAY!!!WE COULD HITCH A RIDE AND ENTER MY SENTOSA FOR FREEEEEE~HOW COOL MAN!yeah!!so we arrived there and ton while envying the party when we're only a net away lolx~wanted to watch sunrise but wrong direction again!!BOO!!nvm...left sentosa bout 7-8plus went to eat at the hawker nearby harbour front forgot the name then headed home.

YES!!!finally home which was 9plus??wow~away from home out in the night for 12hrs yeah man~then bathed sleep msges came read them back to sleep then woke up at 4.30 go for work then online now watching my drama as FAHR can't online!!BOO!!!;(herh~now i'm doing this as i'm bored and FAHR wants it anyway do then=)okay now i'm off here back to watching my drama!!Pictures tml i'll update after editing!nitex

PPL OUT THERE!!NIGHT;D i'm happy to make friends with you all be it crook or straight=D and since now is 2008 i'll say my last goodbye to TORTOISE.
gave my heart to you, you played with it and broke it. Now, i'm fixing it by myself...
HATETHATILOVEYOU!!;(

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A person often meets his destiny
on the road he took to avoid it. -Jean de La Fontaine