Serenade you with love.

Saturday, May 31, 2008

HOORAY!!!IT'S HOLIDAY!!!*haha*okay today had rDNA module and it's OMG hard i'm like lost in lost world;\ well i'll be uploading some over due pic like the bacteria that my team cultured and Oreo, which is a dog of a friend of my dad.

A moment ago, i was chatting with Fahr and we were talking about the new spicy nuggets in Mac, then my mum called beforehand so i just said i want fries and as expected, my mum bought the spicy nuggets like how i told Fahr.

I applied for Subway member card and it has arrived*yay!!* got my pay yesterday it was so freaking little man no even $200 saddd=(( nvm...SG sale is here time to spend spend SPENDDD!!=D Okay...tml i'm going to town to buy my havaianas with jj that's if he replies my msg that ass!!! WHO'S FREE TO ACCOMPANY GO TOSHIBA AT KALLANG THERE i need repair laptop!!!Alrite...here's the pics~*blogspot is being an ass so next time*
With heart shaped bruises and late night kisses...

A person often meets his destiny
on the road he took to avoid it. -Jean de La Fontaine

Saturday, May 24, 2008

I feel as if I have lost myself completely to be someone I shouldn't be or trying to be.

It feels like I'm living someone else's life instead of my own.

I used to be easily contended with things around me,

not wanting more but just liking how things is.

The laughters no longer comes from the inside but merely a sound.

I feel so tired with things around me,

it seems like every single thing is eating up my energy,

making me left with nothing more but exhaustion.

So many things I want to say yet

I can't find the right words to describe it.

Happiness don't linger around for long,

it just stays for a moment and it's gone.

People who are important to me isn't that close to me.

The harder I try to get close,

the more fear is being imposed to them.

Maybe keeping a distance is the best way.

So many things weighing on my mind,

feeling so lost and stress.

Unable to find the serenity

and comfort.

Things aren't the same anymore.

B.Y.E

A person often meets his destiny
on the road he took to avoid it. -Jean de La Fontaine

!@#$%@

Had chem UT today well...hope i pass*haha* and another UT grade is out i got B+ yay!!!I intended to do the same exercise i did ytd that causes me to have ACHES everywhere*haha*...now i cannot pull my hand back and thanks to someone in the morning keep pinching me and smacking me=.=

Got some pictures on sentosa outing day, not so nice though.

You can't hit me with a toy hammerrrr=D

Sometimes, i don't know why i'll be overwhelmed with sadness or just feel damn demoralized. I guess i no longer know what i'm doing anymore but just live my life as the day passes by.
Little things make ppl smile, i would do those little things to see them smile=)

A person often meets his destiny
on the road he took to avoid it. -Jean de La Fontaine

Thursday, May 22, 2008
WTF??!!?

Okay i'm here cause of a very very ridiculous bastard and confirm 100% plus chopssss that this person IS F**KING DESPO!!!!well...here is how it all happens just today and main thing is I DON'T KNOW HIM!!!

So, i went to friendster today and saw a new msg yes and i went to look and it's someone name XIAOJUN(ohhh so damn innocent f**king name huh??) well...i thought is a girl cause sounds girlish you know and XIAOJUN sent me a smiley and said hi! so i was okay i shall reply and ask if i know him in any way~then when i reached home i saw his reply and he said he's 20M so he asked me then i was like okay play along lar so i replied 18f. Guess what?!?!THE NEXT REPLY HE ASKED DO YOU DO SEX? I'M LIKE WTFFFFF MANNNN~ and yes i was damn piss and said F**K OFF.

Then he replied very unhappily and rudely lar saying what you can go f**k with your bf or maybe you did and if i were to f**k you i'll make sure you're my gf so i can always f**k you for free! COME ON LAR...DUDE YOU'RE 20YRS OLD YET YOUR THINKING IS WORST THAN A BLOODY 13YR OLD KID CAN!??!and i think he mistook me for my fren??*haha* so he thinks that cer the girl in my frenster is 'me' and ME is cer's bf??SERIOUSLYYY GUYS ARE YOU THAT DAMN F**KING DESPERATE TO POKE YOUR DICK INTO A FRIGGING HOLE?!!?

Ohhh well...then last msg i sent to him was to ask him go find someone to f**k him since he's so despo go find someone as despo as him he replied but i can't remember lar not worth wasting my brain memory=) SOOO GIRLSS OUT THERE BEWAREEE OF PERVERT LIKE XIAOJUN WITH A PICTURE OF L(from death note) YES!!!HE'S THE BIG BIG DESPORADO THAT WANTS TO GO AROUND POKING PPL AND I DAMN DAMN HOPE HE KENNA AIDS+HIV+HERPS+STDs =D So...you see he'll suffer damn freaking bad no more poking of ppl for him best this yr he kenna!!!*I CURSE YOU* XD okay off to study chem UT after exercising i feel sooo jellyyy ohhhh~
If being truthful will leads to what i fear i rather lie my way through...

A person often meets his destiny
on the road he took to avoid it. -Jean de La Fontaine

Tuesday, May 20, 2008
boo!!

Sat woke up at 9plus to get ready for sentosa then off to jurong interchange to meet ben zhu and the rest while waiting for Candice to arrive~ On the way there we suddenly thought of having Mac for breakfast but shit thing is that we did not bring the coupons!!!So we decide to just eat without the use of coupons but guess what?!?!IT'S 11AM AND MACs BREAKFAST IS OVERRRR AWW~!@#$%$#@*haha* I was kinda disappointed to wake up so early yet no Macs, so we went to IMM to have SUBWAY!!!and bloody hell it cost me $8*sobs* they're getting more and more expensiveee yet so nice!!!

So at 12plus we went off just me, ben zhu, and xin yi to sentosa and i wasn't able to meet up Claire to pass her my phone to Kylie as she have left for UWC. So we reached Vivo and the crowd there is like OHHH MYYYY GODDDD!!!so damn long man~ we went there and only ME want to get tan so end up i tanning with myself while they were camwhoring=.= pictures are still not with me yet as ben zhu haven sent plus my cam is with ryan the slow snail.

Sun i went to cousin's house and played with babies like after soooo longgg man=D ate frog porridge for dinner and shark's fin fro supper.

Mon which was ytd went to topman-s and pull and bear to get clothes and now i'm damn brokeeee as i also bought a tee from N.U.M on sat but don't know why i spent like $170 on that day*=O* going to work later then study again boringgg hols come to meeeee;D
I doubt i'll have one in anytime.

A person often meets his destiny
on the road he took to avoid it. -Jean de La Fontaine

Wednesday, May 14, 2008
health

It's been sometime since i blogged*haha* i got a lot of UTs coming lately next week got 2 more again. Well, mainly every week also have mannn...so me being stupidest in class must work very hard to study so i won't do so badly like i did already=(( My first UTs results are out chem i did badly like C+ but unexpectly my rDNA got B!!!!i'm overjoyed mann*awwweesommeee* familiar ar this word*haha* Class's great i'm slowly getting use to their pace and trying my best to catch up=)

I think i seriously think like too much? When i have free time i would go read up on things about diseases or illness and understand the symptoms and the causes of it too. So, i read about brain cancer or something got to do with the brain and one of the symptoms is having headaches and something else but i can't remember. Yes, you people might all guessed it that i did thought that i might have brain cancer*haha*. Maybe i'm nuts or something i don't know but i tend to think too deeply. Then recently, my fingers suddenly moved by itself like what the science term called 'tremors' so i went to read up on that and it has something to do with the nerve? So, ytd night i asked Doc if it's normal that my fingers move on its own and yes he says it's okay unless it my whole arm*haha* and he make a small joke.

Guess life is like that?we tend to think too much when we're free and worry-less at times...then we'll be very itchy minded to go think of the unnecessary things to make us sad or emo. Okay...tired i'm off
Lying is never the best solution.

A person often meets his destiny
on the road he took to avoid it. -Jean de La Fontaine

Wednesday, May 7, 2008

YAY!!!4 UTs have passed now left with just one more Anatomy and Physiology...have not yet studied for it though=\ anyway...i think i'm just gonna flunk my UTs*hee* and er...i'm ALWAYAS LATEEEE=(( I got up early but still lateee sad...

Actually i'm kinda happy or contended with myself as now i got like mostly Bs, last time it was mostly like Cs??XD don't ask me why no As okay!!!i just can't get it with my stupid brain when all my classmates are like GENIUS?!?!big pressure okay to just catch up with them nono...more like just to understand what the problem is about.

My class got this girl name Ili(rapist) first thing i have to say is SHE IS A BIG BIG PERVERTIC RAPIST!!!!=\ I'M SCAREEEEEDD...*haha*well i'll not go into details bout what she did. Hmmm...i know something she likes to hug me=.=i don't know why she said i'm very nice to hug*LOL* well...i did not hugged anyone before except my granny and no one else. Everyday i'm studying about DNA!DNA!!RNA!!!CHEM!!!!and finally something bout human body. OH OH!!!i'm a Subway member!!!yay~got to know how to apply it through adele(bamboo). Alright shall go study for anatomy and soon my FTT before i book for test. B.Y.E
If only drinking could make me forget...

A person often meets his destiny
on the road he took to avoid it. -Jean de La Fontaine

Thursday, May 1, 2008
damn it

ARGH!!!!today's such a mother boring day man it's worst than being in sch can!!yarh...THKS TO SOMEONE LAST MIN BACK OUT FROM SENTOSA TRIP WTF~oh well...not the first time anyway;( So...i went to this factory warehouse where they sell some shitty 'branded' stuffs which i think is kinda FAKE yapps...CK boxer for $10??

Well...end up there's nothing at all for me and my aunt and cousins except for the boxers lar. So, after that went to town with cousins to waste time away yeah...classmates weren't able to meet as usual lar. Then walked around hmmm...think i want to get a black shorts and my tops?=) as for our dinner we ate at sakura*yucks* and it cost me $30 wtf lor=((

I got my pay but not really much though and sian!!!sun i have to work maybe alone tues also hai...i'm kinda sick of working lar i'm so damn exhausted from studying already. Hols faster comeeee i want to repair my sickening laptop!!!!okay tired...time to shed some fats byeee.
If you could just be mine...

A person often meets his destiny
on the road he took to avoid it. -Jean de La Fontaine

Saturday, May 31, 2008

Saturday, May 24, 2008

!@#$%@

Thursday, May 22, 2008 WTF??!!?

Tuesday, May 20, 2008 boo!!

Wednesday, May 14, 2008 health

Wednesday, May 7, 2008

Thursday, May 1, 2008 damn it

Thursday, May 22, 2008
WTF??!!?

Tuesday, May 20, 2008
boo!!

Wednesday, May 14, 2008
health

Thursday, May 1, 2008
damn it